Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Hola...never ending list of desires

Books, movies, soaps, all together made up my week. The regular phone calls from one's secret admirers, though not secret anymore, kept adding onto the list and one is left with nothing but a long pending sigh.

Often I am left pregnant with my never ending ideas of how to make my living even more exciting and not to miss 'W-O-R-T-H-W-H-I-L-E". The very thought of it is scary since it leaves amidst lot of confusions. And I tend to take recourse to my favorite Grey's Anatomy.

Well, this time it came up with a strange desire. A desire though not too late enough to fulfill. But I guess I have lost that tenacity, the zeal that got me my degree with little tinge of all the sitting and flying colours possible.
They say – failure is the pillar of success. A tag line I will teach my followers one day.

I figured out what are my desires that I do not at all stand a chance to fulfill.

ü Becoming a doctor
ü Becoming a space technologist
ü Physiotherapist to Michael Jackson
ü A dentist after I lost my front tooth. (the dentist I went to, out of his generosity had nicely leaned his arm against my chest, for his comfort of course. Guys, it's not funny. Attention Please!!! I was physically abused. I decided either I be a dentist and give him competition or may be take his jaws out) I still wish I could do it.
ü Wanted to be a news reader
ü Wanted to score highest in Maths. Well I never passed. Or somehow I could manage till 10th. Didn't even try in +2.
ü Wanted to look better than one of my friends, who is actually a bomb.
ü A little cleanliness freak.
ü A little less lazy in taking bath. I can't bear the cost of deo sprays and perfume any longer.
ü Wish could shave off my head once again. I enjoyed the period when I looked like a terrible version of Meg Ryan.

ü Wish I was a guy.
ü I desire Rahul Bose. Lolzzzzz……..
ü I wish…simply wish..just wish. I was a little TALLER
ü I guess a little luck would just help.. I wish for LUCK

Desires I want to work for and may be fulfilled

ü Finish a lot of books in my list
ü A complete make over by Oprah Winfrey
ü Get myself a nice place to stay and decorate it just the way I always wanted.
ü I want to be involved in social service. full time.. do things for children or the ones who need us.

ü I want to sing on stage.
ü I wish to learn guitar.
ü I wish to learn French.
ü I want to adopt a child.
ü I will own a nice music system very soon.
ü I want o travel even more….
ü I want an SLR camera and master the art of photography.
ü I want to buy lots of things for Puchki...My rival..My life..My darling…
ü A job which will pay me a little more
ü
Go for higher studies in real good institute.
ü People should change their notion about me one day and I want all of them to be proud of me.
ü Him…( I don't want this to move to the first list)

So much to do…and so little time…and I guess whatever we do till the time we walk on this face is what makes our life significant…

Epitome of a true life and if not many but at least one should say "She lived life king size."

Now at work,,so have to finish the work first.. so i draw the lines here..

2 comments:

Suzalina said...

hehe..i like it..
it should be i lust for rahul bose to be more precise!1

Anonymous said...

C'mon, it's not a never ending list...MAKE IT REALLY NEVER ENDING...LEAVE AN OPEN END...;-)