It's one year that a simple revelation of one's feelings taking a toll. standing at the juncture where anything might happen and i still want to take a chance..
some talks..silent sighs..and endless prayers..that was all i could do through out.. i gulped those words every time i felt it's finding its way out through the esophagus !
a seer blessing of few moments followed by this utter desire of holding him tight was hard to resist. What shall one do?
a fear of losing him, and a fear of not being with him at all leaves you with just no option. one keeps waiting for the right time while the right one runs away.
is it just hard to love anyone or rather find someone to love? what do you do when you love someone but don't know how to let him know? or you keep loving him and you just dnt care if he should know.
i guess that way it's a little hard, especially for people like us. my friends often said that I have always been giving in relationships. so, its always beautiful when you can do things with all your heart for the one you love,for the one you care. u just cant restrict your actions for the one you love.
i do not know if i will ever be able to do the same. Fear of denial and disappointment will be all the more devastating. i choose to live in uncertainty.
M besotted... SOS !!
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denial is a state of utter rubbishness.Shine my lady..whts that bright yellow garfield for??
Resolution 2009--nothing should be uncertain...black or white--precisely defined in a BINARY yes or no...
Rise up kiddo.
so was that a positive advice? and yes garfield is doin miracles....
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