An immense desire pulled me out of bed but i dint know why or what? first time in a very long time i saw someone as fresh as ever, and beautiful. The touch was felt before and once again.. the taste still lingers.. i felt the hair to make sure that all well.. i paid extra attention and gave all the love and care i had saved since it was all gone for years..
i was fed, i was caressed,, and loved.........
i long for it still now and i know that it's gone for ever and everytime i think of it i miss it all the more.. and i have to take recourse to my dreams....
i miss my ma.....and i have her only in my dreams.. i wish she was back here with me.. its kind of wierd since i have never had this feeling before...
i pray that her soul rests in peace.............................
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Relationship...defined...redefined....
Well,, relationship i definitely do not mean anything that we share in families or between siblings or even friends... A straight relationship...Boy-Girl thingy.. these days we need to define everything straight or otherwise or get ourselves all the more in the scoop..
Orkut has more of my friends pictures than mine.. well m not that good enuf,,He IS NOT MY TYPE.. are you sure??? i mean, what if it is that way? may be that's what he wants...i think he likes me.. Mmmm....He is not that into you.. remember he had called back once? i mean of course he cares...so what do u think?
we going round and round and we still want to believe in the concept of the right one and the right one runs away with your friend.. i mean what else can one do? we get comfortable with that one person and we find it hard to do without him.. we know deep in our hearts that he is not the one but we do not mind putting ourselves in his "drop out" list till the time we get to be with him.
What is it?
i wonder,,,, is it companionship, is it being loved, is it to love or is it the lust...may be all of it.. since we make a choice here consciously, i feel then we should enjoy each and every bit of it..but then again creeps in between our middle-class or the mediocre mentality.. we feel being used and still not belong anywhere..
so what is the problem? is it the guy or our mental set up.. i think the problem is the "Woman" factor,., yes we proudly say that we are the confused lot.. and thank our stars that we are not men or else we would have had to handle a woman...
feel free to share...
Regards,
Truly a woman..
Orkut has more of my friends pictures than mine.. well m not that good enuf,,He IS NOT MY TYPE.. are you sure??? i mean, what if it is that way? may be that's what he wants...i think he likes me.. Mmmm....He is not that into you.. remember he had called back once? i mean of course he cares...so what do u think?
we going round and round and we still want to believe in the concept of the right one and the right one runs away with your friend.. i mean what else can one do? we get comfortable with that one person and we find it hard to do without him.. we know deep in our hearts that he is not the one but we do not mind putting ourselves in his "drop out" list till the time we get to be with him.
What is it?
i wonder,,,, is it companionship, is it being loved, is it to love or is it the lust...may be all of it.. since we make a choice here consciously, i feel then we should enjoy each and every bit of it..but then again creeps in between our middle-class or the mediocre mentality.. we feel being used and still not belong anywhere..
so what is the problem? is it the guy or our mental set up.. i think the problem is the "Woman" factor,., yes we proudly say that we are the confused lot.. and thank our stars that we are not men or else we would have had to handle a woman...
feel free to share...
Regards,
Truly a woman..
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