RIP

An immense desire pulled me out of bed but i dint know why or what? first time in a very long time i saw someone as fresh as ever, and beautiful. The touch was felt before and once again.. the taste still lingers.. i felt the hair to make sure that all well.. i paid extra attention and gave all the love and care i had saved since it was all gone for years..

i was fed, i was caressed,, and loved.........

i long for it still now and i know that it's gone for ever and everytime i think of it i miss it all the more.. and i have to take recourse to my dreams....

i miss my ma.....and i have her only in my dreams.. i wish she was back here with me.. its kind of wierd since i have never had this feeling before...

i pray that her soul rests in peace.............................